Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hair today, Hair tomorrow

Well today is a big step for me!  Kinda scary but it needs to be done:) For some of you, you may already know this about you, some might have guessed already and some have no clue but I am ready to let the cat out of the bag, or should I say hat out of the bag. ha ha  Well my friends today the wig is coming off!  Yes thats right I said wig.   Last year with all my sickness and crazyness I lost all my hair. Sad I know! After all the stress, anesthesia, and medication it just started falling out, and keep going till i finally shaved it. So I have been sporting a wig or as i refer to it as my hat, these last 9 months or so.  I honestly think that losing your hair is one of the hardest things you can go threw,  I know i sound like a baby its just hair right? But it was like the last straw the broke the camels back last year.  My sickness took everything away from me, my healthy, my social life, my independence and then took the one thing that made me feel normal still, my hair.  I am so glad I was blessed with a wonderful family and friends at that time.  My family made it ok to laugh about. (and boy does my dad and tara love to joke about it) Also my friend Kim who went threw a battle with cancer was right there with me knowing how exactly i felt about losing my hair.  So its been a long year of bad hair days :) Although I am still not confident about going with out my wig, i feel a sense of relief.  With the wig gone i will not be reminded everyday of how sick i was,  I wont be scared that its going to fly off ha ha.  This is my last thing to take back that was taken from me last year!  So as of today everything from last year is now behind me and it feels great! I just want to thank my friends and family for the support, Also Bryan for being understandable and threatening to take my wigs from me. I wouldn't have been able to take this step with out them.  THANK YOU! So lets hear it for REAL HAIR! woot woot!














Before I started to get sick, Ah hair!


While I was sick, Started to fall out about this time :)






 My favorite wig :) oh and my favorite person :)



 This is me now! 

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Its been a while... :)

Well I  thought it was about time to update this blasted thing! Alot has happened in the past month or so.  Alot of good times!  I have been up to the same old no good:) Just working and having as much fun as possible!! Time has just been flying around here!  So today has been a GREAT day!  Well the whole weekend has been!  So today was stake conference, so Bryan and I went out to McCammon to go to watch it there with the fam.  It was a really good spiritual boost!  I got reminded of alot of things I need to be doing and alot of blessings I should be more grateful for! Sometimes I forget about all the blessings I have been given, I dont know why I have been blessed so much, I just hope I can do good with what I have been given! After conference we went to grandmas to have a BBQ.  There was some yummy food and I am still full from it! I love my family,  we might be crazy and joke around a little to much but they are the best!  Ha ha we sure do know how to laugh!! oh the good times! 

Anyhoo everything else in my life is excellent!  I am feeling great! Cant complain!!  So here are a few pics for those who are not on facebook, that shows what I have been up to!